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Patience

3 Mar

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Sitting on the toy box with her at Your feet. she is there,her eyes focussed on You. her mind, her mind is wound tight……

Is He planning on using a toy in there??

Perhaps the  wand will come out,oh the wand placed delicately in all the right places yet turned up to a higher level until i can no longer stand it and i beg to cum,beg for release

What about the big dildo…will He use that to watch me wiggle and moan and beg for His cock

Suppose He wants to use my ass..what will He choose??

Maybe the flogger…will He bring me to my feet and anchor my arms above my head, a shiver of excitement takes over my body

A steady rhythm of spankings,me in His lap

No words are exchanged. No touch of my skin. He looks down at my lips with His simple grin.

“Swollen and wet, ready for Me.”

she blushes in embarrassment, He knew all along. He planned it so perfect with me at His feet, sitting on that toy box,Him watching me.

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Liebster Award..Thank you Sense and Submission

16 May

tumblr_m1x34cfyyq1r6wq0jo1_5001. Do you have a green thumb? ……Well here is the deal. I think I have a green thumb so I spend lots of time out in my flowers and garden. However, my pinwheels are by far longer lasting! Plus I am terrified of snakes,so often times I run screaming once one is spotted.

2Do you enjoy traveling? …not particularly. I like to be close to home, but I also ove the beach. Driving to the beach for a day is perfect for me!

3. Have you ever used nature as your restroom…all.the.time.

4. Any piercings or tattoos? All of the above

5. Are you a pessimist, optimist, or realist? The best is yet to come.

6. Do you like to explore?  Absolutely. I love to hike. In the summer I hike to one waterfall a week with my kids. We love camping. Exploring the sands of the beach is always a fun past time.

7. Would you rather be really hairy (think Chewbaca-like) or completely bald? Bald.

8. How do you like to please your partner the most?  kneeling and waiting for direction…pure tingles down my spine.

9. Any awkward or embarrassing moments..  Absolutely. Daily. I am a little quirky and awkward all together! Everything I do…I get caught. Use your imagination on that one…ugh.

10. What’s the longest time you’ve had sex? That I can not answer, however an all day “scene” should account for something right??

11. Name 5 things from your sexual bucket list

Hmmm…now this one i have not thought of in “bucket list” form. Of course i have wrote about this one, but from start to finish all five things exist…

i find a note and a dish. i am to kneel with the dish between my legs and wait patiently for His arrival. In the meantime, He will come in and decide if my desire for Him is enough for His time. When He approves He will provide me with a collar and i will do as He directs, kneel at His feet. He will take me to His likeing..bind me arms and legs..flog me until i beg for release. He will deny. i will beg. He will give me the gift of His cock and i will be able to take it all. i will pleasure Him. Completely. i will then have the task of making Him hard and ready for more. i will succeed. i will be spanked , flogged, fucked……on and on. i will fly and land softly in His arms.

12 Random facts about me, with questions listed after

1.i blush easily. Most of the time i write i am blushing at my own excitement.Is writing a sensual experience for you?

2.i find cumming on command much more satisfying than having my own orgasm…Can you cum on command??

 3.i am often sassy when i am feeling neglected, i enjoy correction. How would you correct a sassy mouth?

4.i enjoy starting projects, but often times i do not finish them. This saddens me,but i quickly find another project and forget i was ever sad..a true hotlilmess. Do you enjoy big projects??

5. Music feeds my soul. Often times i express myself through song when my words just will not come out. Can you describe your life with a song?

6. i am very shy, but i crave attention….Are you an introvert or extravert?

7.i am very fond of my toy box. my wand remains my favorite. What is in your toy box??

8. i love the sunshine. Summer is my favorite time of year. What is your favorite time of year?

9. i prefer to be outdoors. One of my favorite pictures is of the sun shining on my bare boob. Have you ever snuck in a naughty shot while outdoors??

10. i loathe shopping. Are you an internet or mall shopper?

11. i find coloring quiets a restless mind. What do you do to slow your mind down?

12. Talking about myself is very uncomfortable.  Did you fall asleep??

Here are the rules:

  1. Thank the person who nominated you and post a link to their blog on your blog.
  2. Display the award on your blog–by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”.
  3. Answer 11 questions about yourself which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.
  4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.
  5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs you feel deserve this award, who have less than 1000 followers.
  6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.
  7. List these rules on your post. Once you have written published it, you then have to:
  8. Inform people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster Award and provide a link for them to your post so they can learn about it (they might not have heard of it!)

I guess #12 should be i do not follow rules very well!! Every time i have nominated people i always get told thank you, but i do not do awards. So, i ask anyone who enjoys awards to consider yourself nominated. Simply because if you made it through this entire thing, you are more than worthy of any award and then some!!! Thank you to all of my followers, readers,commenters, and friends that i have made along this journey. Thank you Cailin for the more than generous award. Please go check her blog out if you have not already. http://cailinfire.wordpress.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Senses. (jumbled thoughts)

29 Apr

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You take my senses one by one.

You take my sight, all I see is darkness. This is not a scary darkness though. A darkness that welcomes me, the music of the night, the dance begins.

My sense of smell. Oh goodness the sense of smell. At any given moment You have me smelling the sexual aroma of my desire to serve. Toys. Yes toys. Not only do i feel full, and know my place when in public with theses toys (if people only knew),i also have this unbelievable sweet smell that makes me wild.

You take my voice…almost. As i always have 3 options. Yes Sir. No Sir. Safe word.

You calm my jitters. Bind my hands, control my movements.

It is when You are absent that i realize my senses are unusually heightened and unbearable to settle.

Perhaps i am starting to understand what makes the “good girl” tick.

So here i sit, my senses and me.

Reflecting on all that You have given to me.

my skin warms my soul.

my mouth becomes wet.

my breasts they fill and begin to ache.

my sex has become slick, wet with desire.

my body responds to all that You do.

Here i sit, my senses a direct reflection of my need to serve You.

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Digging deep

27 Apr

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What is it you are seeking? What do you need? What do you want? ….

Is it the wish to explore your inner slut? Do you wish to explore further in pain? How about your little side?

In digging down deep, which is not all that difficult i have decided that with me it depends on my day. Every day i want to serve, have purpose and explore my sexual desires…

my sexual desires….to be flogged, spanked, bound, played with gently and fucked hard.

Hmmm, my inner slut? Well, my deepest submissive desires that resonate in my toes and fill my entire being. The deep ache that comes from being controlled fully, that one. That desire to do good simply because i want to please You. That one. The feeling that serving You gives me, that one. The one where the end result has me spinning so fast and furious i can no longer form thoughts. That one. However, i am not fond at all of the word slut. In fact, in a way it makes my skin crawl.

Pain. That is tricky for me. Pain only exists in the beginning then i cross that threshold where it is pure adrenaline based hunger and need for more. Somewhere in between “no” and “ouch” there is an immense pleasure that is a feeling that is out of this world. The problem is getting passed the tears to that point. Letting go. Not being afraid. Trust. Break those walls down and send me to the moon and back.

ohhh to the moon and back, a beautiful Segway to my little side.

That is a tough one, or not so tough at all. i love all things little. i love my blankies, in fact to the point i brought my minnie mouse blanket to a baseball game on a cold rainy day recently. i love all things Disney. Okay, Disneyworld three times in one year? i love my flannel jammies, for my long hair to be brushed and played with..i love to be called Your good girl, i try not to be bratty, but need corrected if i am or else i think You are not paying attention. i am needy. i need to be spanked. i love the color pink. However, i just can not call You Daddy.

i want to be in a collar, at Your feet, coloring one minute, pleasuring You the next…

 

 

 

 

That moment.

14 Oct

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That moment…her heart begins to play the song. He takes her site,her ability to worry about who may be around.He is her priority.His hands  lock her collar in place,instantly freeing her soul. she takes on another form of beauty. she begins to feel rather than think. her skin warms. her breath changes,small waves of pure pleasure wash over her.she begins to heat up to that magical boiling point. The recipe for her is in the making.she bites her lower lip and lets out a sigh of relief and much desired anticipation. her body beginning to boil over,her scent intoxicating. her trembling thighs catch sweet nectar of excitement from her dripping sex. her own arms send a chill across her breasts. her nipples erect. her mind numb, awaiting for His next move. her mouth silent. her body screaming with desire.

                                                              That moment.

Finally Friday..He left mail.

16 Sep

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Anticipation has her mind spinning. she went away for an evening,she did as instructed; her ass was filled throughout the evening. she called when she woke. All He said was you will find an envelope on the bedside,have a good day.
Butterflies dance in her belly, waves of excitement flood her thong. Every song she hears has her thinking,every breath she breathes has her thinking,He is all consuming. her drive seems an eternity. her legs tremble as she enters the house. As He said,there is an envelope on her bedside. In fact there are several. she opens the first,sits on her toy box and smiles with delight.

   Dear pet, welcome home. I trust You are home and ready to prepare yourself for my taking. Set your alarm for 5 minutes and orgasm as much as                 you would like using only your fingers. Remember the number of orgasms. Send me only the number via e mail. Open the next envelope. Sir

Instantly she is lost in His world. Nothing else matters. All of her plans for the day have escaped. her fingers begin to dance. her desires intense. her finger tip meets her swollen sex and she begins to orgasm. Tracing her sex she orgasms again,a little stronger than the last. Laying back,she is interrupted, her time is up. Left breathless and aching for more. she knows she has to move on.

                                                                   …..she’s got mail.

His Mark.

21 Jun

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my left cheek is purple
From the flesh between your teeth.

my nose is scraped and bruised
From the time You had me on my knees.

my arms and legs And my sensitive neck too
All with marks of purple
All were made by You.

The tears streamed down my face
You held me close
In such a tight embrace

You know this dance so well
You brought me to our space.

i am His baby girl.
His fragile little one.

He takes what is His.
It is all of me He owns.

He takes away my fears makes me feel my worth,

Then holds those very hands out wide..

As He protects me from this earth.