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Patience

3 Mar

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Sitting on the toy box with her at Your feet. she is there,her eyes focussed on You. her mind, her mind is wound tight……

Is He planning on using a toy in there??

Perhaps the  wand will come out,oh the wand placed delicately in all the right places yet turned up to a higher level until i can no longer stand it and i beg to cum,beg for release

What about the big dildo…will He use that to watch me wiggle and moan and beg for His cock

Suppose He wants to use my ass..what will He choose??

Maybe the flogger…will He bring me to my feet and anchor my arms above my head, a shiver of excitement takes over my body

A steady rhythm of spankings,me in His lap

No words are exchanged. No touch of my skin. He looks down at my lips with His simple grin.

“Swollen and wet, ready for Me.”

she blushes in embarrassment, He knew all along. He planned it so perfect with me at His feet, sitting on that toy box,Him watching me.

Hands.

26 Feb

1257419c44745298191fe66b7abfb54bBackpack on and ready to go, He turns to look back at my whereabouts and a tear catches His eye. No words are spoken. The backpack falls to the floor.He lifts my head,almost as if to put it square on my shoulders where it needs to be. His hands pressed firmly on my cheeks as He brings my eyes to His.

“You’ve got this lil girl,just a bit longer”

my head is as heavy as my heart, His touch is putting me back together,His hands providing the security that i need. His lips take mine in a series of kisses leaving me speechless.

                                

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Twenty years ago i noticed His hands

~now i know why~

The way my hand fits in His

The way they are always perfectly neat.

In awe of His culinary skills,so steady with a knife.

~ now i know why~

His hands never tremble nor tire,

No matter the task.

~now i know why~

His hands communicate,His hands guide the way.

His hands keep me centered.

His hands calm my soul.

~now i know why~

Twenty years later,there is no doubt in my mind,

There’s a very good reason

His hands caught my eyes.

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Liebster Award..Thank you Sense and Submission

16 May

tumblr_m1x34cfyyq1r6wq0jo1_5001. Do you have a green thumb? ……Well here is the deal. I think I have a green thumb so I spend lots of time out in my flowers and garden. However, my pinwheels are by far longer lasting! Plus I am terrified of snakes,so often times I run screaming once one is spotted.

2Do you enjoy traveling? …not particularly. I like to be close to home, but I also ove the beach. Driving to the beach for a day is perfect for me!

3. Have you ever used nature as your restroom…all.the.time.

4. Any piercings or tattoos? All of the above

5. Are you a pessimist, optimist, or realist? The best is yet to come.

6. Do you like to explore?  Absolutely. I love to hike. In the summer I hike to one waterfall a week with my kids. We love camping. Exploring the sands of the beach is always a fun past time.

7. Would you rather be really hairy (think Chewbaca-like) or completely bald? Bald.

8. How do you like to please your partner the most?  kneeling and waiting for direction…pure tingles down my spine.

9. Any awkward or embarrassing moments..  Absolutely. Daily. I am a little quirky and awkward all together! Everything I do…I get caught. Use your imagination on that one…ugh.

10. What’s the longest time you’ve had sex? That I can not answer, however an all day “scene” should account for something right??

11. Name 5 things from your sexual bucket list

Hmmm…now this one i have not thought of in “bucket list” form. Of course i have wrote about this one, but from start to finish all five things exist…

i find a note and a dish. i am to kneel with the dish between my legs and wait patiently for His arrival. In the meantime, He will come in and decide if my desire for Him is enough for His time. When He approves He will provide me with a collar and i will do as He directs, kneel at His feet. He will take me to His likeing..bind me arms and legs..flog me until i beg for release. He will deny. i will beg. He will give me the gift of His cock and i will be able to take it all. i will pleasure Him. Completely. i will then have the task of making Him hard and ready for more. i will succeed. i will be spanked , flogged, fucked……on and on. i will fly and land softly in His arms.

12 Random facts about me, with questions listed after

1.i blush easily. Most of the time i write i am blushing at my own excitement.Is writing a sensual experience for you?

2.i find cumming on command much more satisfying than having my own orgasm…Can you cum on command??

 3.i am often sassy when i am feeling neglected, i enjoy correction. How would you correct a sassy mouth?

4.i enjoy starting projects, but often times i do not finish them. This saddens me,but i quickly find another project and forget i was ever sad..a true hotlilmess. Do you enjoy big projects??

5. Music feeds my soul. Often times i express myself through song when my words just will not come out. Can you describe your life with a song?

6. i am very shy, but i crave attention….Are you an introvert or extravert?

7.i am very fond of my toy box. my wand remains my favorite. What is in your toy box??

8. i love the sunshine. Summer is my favorite time of year. What is your favorite time of year?

9. i prefer to be outdoors. One of my favorite pictures is of the sun shining on my bare boob. Have you ever snuck in a naughty shot while outdoors??

10. i loathe shopping. Are you an internet or mall shopper?

11. i find coloring quiets a restless mind. What do you do to slow your mind down?

12. Talking about myself is very uncomfortable.  Did you fall asleep??

Here are the rules:

  1. Thank the person who nominated you and post a link to their blog on your blog.
  2. Display the award on your blog–by including it in your post and/or displaying it using a “widget” or a “gadget”.
  3. Answer 11 questions about yourself which will be provided to you by the person who nominated you.
  4. Provide 11 random facts about yourself.
  5. Nominate 5 – 11 blogs you feel deserve this award, who have less than 1000 followers.
  6. Create a new list of questions for the blogger to answer.
  7. List these rules on your post. Once you have written published it, you then have to:
  8. Inform people/blogs that you nominated that they have been nominated for the Liebster Award and provide a link for them to your post so they can learn about it (they might not have heard of it!)

I guess #12 should be i do not follow rules very well!! Every time i have nominated people i always get told thank you, but i do not do awards. So, i ask anyone who enjoys awards to consider yourself nominated. Simply because if you made it through this entire thing, you are more than worthy of any award and then some!!! Thank you to all of my followers, readers,commenters, and friends that i have made along this journey. Thank you Cailin for the more than generous award. Please go check her blog out if you have not already. http://cailinfire.wordpress.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Senses. (jumbled thoughts)

29 Apr

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You take my senses one by one.

You take my sight, all I see is darkness. This is not a scary darkness though. A darkness that welcomes me, the music of the night, the dance begins.

My sense of smell. Oh goodness the sense of smell. At any given moment You have me smelling the sexual aroma of my desire to serve. Toys. Yes toys. Not only do i feel full, and know my place when in public with theses toys (if people only knew),i also have this unbelievable sweet smell that makes me wild.

You take my voice…almost. As i always have 3 options. Yes Sir. No Sir. Safe word.

You calm my jitters. Bind my hands, control my movements.

It is when You are absent that i realize my senses are unusually heightened and unbearable to settle.

Perhaps i am starting to understand what makes the “good girl” tick.

So here i sit, my senses and me.

Reflecting on all that You have given to me.

my skin warms my soul.

my mouth becomes wet.

my breasts they fill and begin to ache.

my sex has become slick, wet with desire.

my body responds to all that You do.

Here i sit, my senses a direct reflection of my need to serve You.

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Digging deep

27 Apr

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What is it you are seeking? What do you need? What do you want? ….

Is it the wish to explore your inner slut? Do you wish to explore further in pain? How about your little side?

In digging down deep, which is not all that difficult i have decided that with me it depends on my day. Every day i want to serve, have purpose and explore my sexual desires…

my sexual desires….to be flogged, spanked, bound, played with gently and fucked hard.

Hmmm, my inner slut? Well, my deepest submissive desires that resonate in my toes and fill my entire being. The deep ache that comes from being controlled fully, that one. That desire to do good simply because i want to please You. That one. The feeling that serving You gives me, that one. The one where the end result has me spinning so fast and furious i can no longer form thoughts. That one. However, i am not fond at all of the word slut. In fact, in a way it makes my skin crawl.

Pain. That is tricky for me. Pain only exists in the beginning then i cross that threshold where it is pure adrenaline based hunger and need for more. Somewhere in between “no” and “ouch” there is an immense pleasure that is a feeling that is out of this world. The problem is getting passed the tears to that point. Letting go. Not being afraid. Trust. Break those walls down and send me to the moon and back.

ohhh to the moon and back, a beautiful Segway to my little side.

That is a tough one, or not so tough at all. i love all things little. i love my blankies, in fact to the point i brought my minnie mouse blanket to a baseball game on a cold rainy day recently. i love all things Disney. Okay, Disneyworld three times in one year? i love my flannel jammies, for my long hair to be brushed and played with..i love to be called Your good girl, i try not to be bratty, but need corrected if i am or else i think You are not paying attention. i am needy. i need to be spanked. i love the color pink. However, i just can not call You Daddy.

i want to be in a collar, at Your feet, coloring one minute, pleasuring You the next…

 

 

 

 

Dancing in my dreams

24 Apr

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The dreams dance on…

In the darkest of nights, He takes her,wakes her, He says you are mine.

In the brightest of days,the dream dances on…

she kneels,she begs,she just wants to belong.

In the car,in the home,at any given time,

The dream dances on.

Gently her toes come back to the ground,

she blushes and blinks,hoping no one is around.

For now she knows her dream stays in her head,and her toes on the ground.

Life. Dare to dream.

Wet Dreams

7 Feb

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she is lying on her stomach, restless in the sheets. she squirms in all the directions hoping for the slightest wrinkle to glide across her protruding clit. Before she knows it, she is raised to her knees,exposing herself in the most vulnerable positions.  fingers trace her swollen lips and are now glistening in her excitement. she begins to rock taking great relief in the invasion. Moans and sounds of pure pleasure escape her pillow,”CUM”. The sweet release of excitement from head to toe consumes her body. Hips wild, holes gaping, greedy for more. she settles in assuming that was it, not ungreatful,still wanting more however! Suddenly the fingers invade her sex again. Rough and fast, she wants to explode.” Get up now, to the toy box, your orgasms are for me and I want to watch”

Half alert, completely focused she places the dildo on the toy box and waits for instruction. Blushing and slightly uncomfortable, completely trusting though. Go on, you need to lower yourself down onto the cock. Slowly she does as instructed. So eager to please and desperate to cum. “Faster, when you are restless and can not sleep this is what your body craves, my release”

You.May.Cum.