fairytale, or not.

5 Mar

fairytaleThis picture speaks volumes to me. As a child my favorite characters were Tinkerbell and Alice in Wonderland. Today i feel much like Tink flying into the rabbit hole. i am a little girl on the inside, i know this. i am more emotionally immature than most women my age, i find great escape in coloring, watching old cartoons, playing at a park. i sleep with blankies, stuffed animals, i am for certain tactile sensitive. i am this little being in the palm of Your hand.

i am also the woman submitting to You, trusting You as i kneel before You and find peace in doing so. i am the woman who wants to please You, gets her pleasure through pleasing You. i am the woman who is always wet, thinking of You, waiting to serve You.

i am also the submissive. i am my own person. My heart can be heard for miles when i anticipate You wanting me to please You. i am the submissive woman who responds to Your control. i am the submissive who has been taught discipline, and craves even more. i am the woman who finds a collar and leash a comforting symbol that i belong somewhere. i am a woman who takes pride in thanking You for the sting on my ass. i am a woman who wants rituals,consistency. That shows me i matter. i am a woman who craves the Dominant hand for which i fit into.forbidden fruit….am i also the woman who has fallen for the forbidden fruit, or the little girl living a fantasy?

*i do not own these magnificent works of art, found on tumblr-Shattered- Dreams-Broken-Heart

7 Responses to “fairytale, or not.”

  1. ramblingsofabipolarwoman March 5, 2013 at 5:03 pm #

    We have a lot in common. πŸ˜‰ Thank you for this self expression, I enjoyed reading it very much.

  2. hotlilmess March 5, 2013 at 5:18 pm #

    i noticed we have a lot in common as well. i feel so fortunate we crossed paths. Thank you for commenting, your words are very kind. πŸ™‚

  3. littlekaninchen March 5, 2013 at 9:54 pm #

    This speaks the truth for many of us.. Thank you for putting it out there for us to connect with each other… Beautiful post.. I’m stealing the image of the hand with the apple… Lol!
    β€πŸ‡

  4. hotlilmess March 5, 2013 at 11:26 pm #

    i am thrilled you found a connection, a super huge compliment, i thank you !!! As for the image, go for it, i did. πŸ™‚

  5. babygrl52 March 6, 2013 at 11:41 am #

    Took the words right out of my mouth. πŸ™‚

    • hotlilmess March 6, 2013 at 1:36 pm #

      It seems so challenging at times, i am glad i am not the only one with this turmoil! Thank you so much for reading and commenting.

      • babygrl52 March 8, 2013 at 9:00 am #

        Thank you for sharing your story so that others do not feel so alone!

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